For His lost lamb, My mother..

He loves you dearly and misses you even more. You have never left his thoughts and wants you to come to him. Over the years you have wandered away from His flock and He has gone off in search of you. Because you are so lost that we have not been able to be as close as we should be. You have taken it upon yourself to follow your path no matter the cost. The cost has been high. You have lost much yet you are unaware. We are meant to follow His path and His direction. Not our own. Not our own. Have you not lost enough? Have you not been lost long enough? He has left his flock in search of you.